浮躁

2011年編號第六號的米雷颱風沒有登陸，星期六下午兩點鐘已經放晴，陽光露臉，晚上接著下了點雨，雨後台北的夏夜徐徐清風，一個人在家的我不甘寂寞，盛裝打扮出門去。

當然我要去的地方是La Boca，西班牙文「嘴」的意思。不明白為何一個同志酒吧要取名叫嘴， 我想下次我該向老闆問個明白。這個酒吧在台北市知名的仁愛路延吉街交叉口，位在菁華市中心的向弄裡。2010年的八月開幕。我認為:La Boca的開幕標誌了一個新時代的開始：同志酒吧不再隱身於老舊的林森北路八條通，抑不在老舊而亟待更新的西門町；或是和各商圈青黃不接的金南南路信義路。由西向東的擴張標示的從隱匿的邪門歪道趨於主流。

台北的許多人事物一向具有濃烈的當地特色，無論是存在於林森北路向弄中的日本殖民和福佬的Hybrid氛圍，或是西門町在往日繁華褪去力圖復興振作的情懷；在當中總可以發現屬於當地特色以及厚重的年代感。或許是台北真的念舊，時間過去了，那一代人卻還在那裏，成就台北由西向東猶如光譜般的漸層。

La Boca和其他的同志酒吧不同；店裡面的裝飾和酒單上的酒少了台灣特有的時代滄桑或是在地化的氣質。這裡是新世代的天堂，全球化的浪潮深刻反映在台北的同志圈裏面，酒吧的中央不再是供反串妖人跳舞的高台，裝飾走的是低調沉穩的Loft風格；受歡迎的酒水不再是塑膠杯、台灣啤酒、冰塊和梅子的組合，而是催情的Long Island Ice Tea；音響傳出的音樂不是台中恰恰，而是Top 40的輪播。那裏是新世代同志的天堂。

推了門進到LaBoca，形形色色的同志你儂我儂、觥籌交錯、把酒言歡。和台北的同志交流其實真是不難，幾杯黃湯下肚甚麼人也都可以稱兄道弟，結為姊妹。而每個浮躁的青春猶如一朵朵盛開的花，在酒場裡面言不及義。美好時光好像可以就此凝結，拋開日常的煩惱。

Are you gay ?

This Saturday night I devoted to spend some time with my colleagues. It is much easier for me to get closer to them when being frank about my self being gay.
We went to Spark and had a table. Dancing is fun. Just there's no guys to hug and touch.

I noticed there is this table with many hot and young Witte people. European faces.

I wonder who they are and can not help keep staring at one of the cute guys.

I sit down and kept staring at them. I had eye contacts with one of the young boy and I said hi to him. I can tell his response was positive while he was a bit shy. "What do you do in Taipei ?," I said. " I am a model," he told me.
"I think you are cute,"I said. " I think you are cute too," he replied. "Are you gay?" "Yes I am"

I then held his hand and we went to the toilet room in Spark. What an encounter.

Safe fun

Safe fun is the display name of V's profile. He was staying in W hotel in Taipei for organizing the luxurious PR event.

It was 8 o'clock on a tiresome weekday where I felt suffocating by my work.
I contacted V and wonder if he would actually desire an encounter. His reply was swift and certain by asking me if I had condom and lube. I suggested I will go buy the stuffs on the way there to meet up with him, which is literally 20 mins later.

He was waiting for me at the 10th floor lobby at the W hotel sitting in the rounded sofa right out of the elevators.

V is a tall fit French with elegant shaped body, he asked me if I am shy when seeing him. Yes I am, I am shy because I thought he's quite hot and I am shy because I was trying to hide the excitement of having him.

We started kissing after our small talks and my showering. His nose was delicate and pointing. I can feel his nose gently touch my cheek and lips.

He started getting aggressive by putting his fingers into my asshole. I can feel he was putting one finger, 2 fingers and then 3 fingers. Not much later he was trying to put him his cock. "I want you to feel every inch of my dick," he said with his eyes staring with mine.
The fuck we had was insane with him trying to get as deep inside me as possible. He moved me around the room. We were fucking on the tap holder of the bathtub so that we can both see each other enjoying from the mirror.

The ending scene was on the stage sofa right next to the window. He tied my hands with the bathrobes tie. He came inside me.

Our post-coital conversation was about if my parents knowing me gay, and our works. He also told me not getting the ultra thin condom next time because it would be safer for gay sex.

That's indeed true. The condom broke entirely when K was fucking me hard in Shanghai. He threw away the condom and keep fucking me. It was bareback.